I'm making attempts at a lot of things. Lately the greatest of these fashions is honesty... me trying to be honest with myself, honest with others, honest with God. You see the truth is the more someone believes something the more likely he is to act on it. So what do i do? I do nothing for the simple reason I believe nothing or no one. I'm not quite sure which.
Or perhaps the things I believe are my own... not yet written in the marks of men.

It seems these burdens I carry... I carry them alone.
And this faith I have, this mantra I live by... I'd die for. Well I believe it truth but I cannot see it... It cannot be quantified.

So where does this leave me? Alone questioning my very existence, or deny the one thing I've know all along....